Friday, July 07, 2006

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CINDY!

dear faeriefable,

cindy sounds so excited when i was chatting with her just a moment ago. well, i think it's because later there will be a celebration with the cousins for her cos it's her BIRTHDAY! Yup Yup! it's her birthday!!! HAPPY 14th BIRTHDAY, CINDY!!!

i was pretending that i didn't know that it's her birthday. so my tone was like "it's just another family gathering" kind of tone. but i don't think she detected it. oh so sad. my attempt to trick failed. haha.

well, i'm so crazy with the high school musical. the ending is kind of dumb. but overall, the movie was great. haha. the songs are nice too! especially "the start of something new" and "breaking free".

today i had a chemistry CA. it was alright but i was very nervous. i hope i'll get good grades for this. anyway, i'm kind of disappointed with myself. mrs cheong told us to come back to the chemistry lab during recess to complete my experiment but i didn't. and she passed a note to tell us that she's very disappointed with us for not turning up. and i feel so guilty. i mean it's my critical year and yet i didn't such a senseless thing. i should have turned up. i should have just forget about recess and go for it. moreover, there will be a practical test on monday. how am i going to survive?!?!? gosh! i'm so dead. i'm doom!

well, i've been talking to jet on the phone. and he told me that his internet's not working cos of some problem. i think it's somewhat a good thing that his internet is not working so that he will not be glued to the com for so long to cramp maple. i mean it's just an online game. he's spending too much time on it. so it's a good thing that the internet's gone and he won't be wasting time now! haha.

okok jet. don't be mad at me for saying that but you know that i don't like you playing maple for so long and even spending money for such a useless game. anyway, saying it here doesn't harm cos he can't even read it without his internet. haha.

on wednesday, i went to the band concert. and it was great! it's fantastic! especially after the interval. i like the song on the incredibles and the saturday night. the one thing that i got irritated was the guy sitting in front of me. he's head is always blocking my view! i wanted to tell him to move his head down but i didn't dare. because i was thinking maybe i was blocking someone behind too. so i put the matter aside. haha. the whole show was magnificent! then i went home with calister, sheng jie, kendra, siyan and teng. we were all so high after the performance. haha.

PFT will be around the corner. and i'll be doom by then. i lack stamina and i can't complete the 2.4km run. what am i going to do!!! i need to train but i'm too lazy. i feel like a fat sloth. and my arms are very flabby. i need to get myself into shape before PTF so that i can get a gold hopefully. haha. i'm starting to realise that i'm very concern about the way i looked and the way people looked at me, what they think about me and stuff. i guess this is part of growing up. but i'm afraid that i'll be too concern about it. like the pimples and stuff. and i've got picky hands too. so it's so tempting to pick it. i have to stop all these obsession!!! i can't let this continue... but how to stop it!!! argh!!! this is so frustrating!!! argh!!!

well, i guess i'll be going now. wonder if i'll be going for the cousins gathering. i hope i can go but i will feel bad to enjoy and see my mum worrying for ying because of her eye infection. thought this could be a happy occasion after so much things have happened. but i guess it turns out to be fretful day. hope ying will be alright soon. and i hope that papa will go see a doctor. he's getting worse each day... come on papa. don' t save this kind of money. it's your health. you can't buy it back, you know?

ok i gtg now. bye!

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