HOLIDAY STRESS
Dear faeriefable
It's super early in the morning (4.15am now) and i haven't has a single sleep at all. I'm so so so worried about the melbourne trip. i've just started packing and i've found out that there's a lot of things to be done and packed. i don't even know how heavy is my luggage now! there's so many rules and restrictions to follow when packing the luggage. and it's super messy!
i'm settled with my formal wear already but i'm still not settled with the clothes i'm going to wear there. i want to bring so many things but i feel so uneasy about the stuff i'm bringing there. it seems that i'm bringing too many things over! i've been washing quite a number of clothes just to bring them over to australia. i don't even think my attire is proper because it seems that all the t-shirts that i'm bringing are black in colour! how great can that be when it's summer in melbourne! argh! i'm going to perspire like mad! so i'm waiting for the lighter colour clothes to dry now.
there's wushu training and class chalet tmr. i doubt i'll be able to stay in the chalet because of the unsettled things i have to do for the aussie trip. i still need to ask papa to come home and cook bee hoon for the class chalet. man! i'm in super duper deep trouble. holiday homeworks are still not done and i've only got 2 weeks to complete them when i come back from australia. should i even bring some over? i'll think about that later after i catch some sleep. -sigh-
i think mum is right. she's been nagging me to pack since last week and now i'm doing everything the last minute. i'm such a loser for not listening to her. i even went to cindy's house to stay for 1 day twice! mum doesn't even let me bring the laptop to australia so how am i going to do all the homework?!?! there's even h3 math and e-learning to catch up with! argh! tell me i'm going to suffer a major stress when i come back! i should really bring some work over man! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i've changed my wallet already so that it will be neater. it's been ages since i've used a new wallet. my previous wallet lasted me from primary school until now! haha. i'm super nostalgic about my memories which includes my wallet. i think i'm going to change back to the old wallet when i get back. haha.
man! man! man! i'm super worried! i can't sleep and i'm hungry! i sense something bad going to happen tmr! i'm be super stress and frustrated tmr, trying to settle all the stuff and getting my luggage packed by then. i still have to settle the class chalet stuff and also go for wushu training. AH! SOMEBODY, PLEASE SAVE ME!
jet's back from hong kong and didn't even contact me when he's back. how mean can he be man! i'm flying soon and he's still hasn't contacted me! i don't even dare to message him because i'm afraid he's still in hong kong and i'll have to pay the extra charges for the messages. (i'm super cheapo.) argh! seriously need a lending ear for me to complain at now! and that will be mr jet han kun ding! argh!!! where are you man! AH!
ok i got to calm myself down and get some rest. i'm left with 1 1/2 hours to sleep before i wash up and prepare for wushu training. man! hope tmr papa will fetch me to school. -sigh- gtg then! bye!
FREE AT LAST!
Dear faeriefable
I'm back to blog! everything's almost settled now and i'm pretty much free these few days. NRP's over! PW's over! and a whole load of other stuff is over! and that's all left is packing my luggage and my bag for camp, chalet, and MELBOURNE!!!
oh my gosh! i'm so excited! I'M GOING TO MELBOURNE!!! woohoo! haha. there will be so much fun awaiting for me! however, the group of students going to melbourne will have to put up a performance which have not been confirmed yet. man! i think i'm so going to lose my face over there. haha.
well, i'm still troubling over what to wear for the formal wear in melbourne. I DON'T WANT TO WEAR A DRESS! it's just to EMPTY! i feel so uneasy wearing a dress but the criteria for the formal wear is that girls have to wear a dress and boys a suit. man! why must they do this to me! it's just 2 nights of dinner! argh! haha.
anyway, year end bash is over and the photos are up at rachel's photo album. so do please visit and take a look at the fun and boring stuff that we had for that night. Also, ms tee's married!!! so happy for her! i can't make it to her wedding because of the dumb dumb NRP presentation. but i've seen her photo in her wedding dress at weeling's blog! she's so pretty! now she's a mrs lim! haha. CONGRATULATIONS MS TEE/MRS LIM!!! MAY YOU BE BLESSED WITH LOADS OF KIDS AND HAPPY MOMENTS!
Jet's going to hong kong soon. so he'll be also packing his luggage! haha. the cousins have met up last week at east coast park for a feast at lagoona village where our uncle's shop is located. we had so much fun and food! haha. i'll upload the pictures at a later date. haha.
There's a number of blisters on my feet because of my new shoes. man! they are kind of hard and are always biting my feet! yesterday, it was killing me and i had to limp all the way to rachel's house and back home. made me look like a total handicap. haha.
i think that's all for this post. i know it's kind of crappy but it doesn't matter anyway. haha. gtg now! bye!
CRAPPY RUBBISH
dear faeriefable
finally, i'm back! PW is finally over!!! one project down, one more to go! argh! how i dread NRP! it's such a waste of my brain cells. the project simply is not the quality that i've expected from the very start i did it. but, oh well, since it's ending soon, i might as well give it my best. haha.
everyone's enjoying now. and i'm still doing NRP. this is so unfair! i need a social life! i want to go out and go shopping. i want to buy shoes! i need money! i'm broke! and i've been eyeing for that particular shoe for a very long time. man! someone, please save me from all these unfairness! haha.
ok. i'm being rather lame here. but it's a result of all the stress and boredom i've had for the past few weeks. i really want to enjoy with the rest of the peeps but with no money and the NRP, i don't think i can do that all. i'm starting to hate myself for joining this stupid programme. i'll just have to console myself about the benefits i'll get from it. total waste of time! argh!
anyway, i feel like going to east coast park to blade again. i haven't been touching my blades for the whole of last month. oh, my poor blades. you must have miss mama. haha. oh my gosh! i'm being such a bimbo now. stop it jo!
well, the cousins are going out to cycle tmr and i can't go cos i have to go and survey cab drivers at the air port. and papa don't want to help me! how evil can he get! it's for the sake of your child's education! why can't he just understand that! argh! luckily there's jet to accompany me tmr. man! suddenly i feel so scared surveying those cab drivers after what papa have told me. why can't he just tell me the positive things! he's not even helping me and now he's affecting my mind! argh! man! hope everything goes well tmr! AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!
i want to go cycle with the cousins tmr!!! man!!! someone please teach me how to clone myself. i want to go!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ok! i'm going mad. i need to calm myself down. and i've just realised that i'm writing a whole load of rubbish here. what have i become! argh!
