no decent study place
dear faeriefabletoday's a nice day. nothing much happened. haven't been doing any intense studying. and many people in class are falling ill. especially may. heard from melissa that she's very sick. and she's been absent in school for like 2 or 3 days.
realised something when sihui was absent in class. that is i have no real friends in class other than sihui herself. hardly talk to anyone in class when sihui was absent. cos i dun really know what to talk to the rest of the people in class. maybe can talk to yingqi, sam and melissa but there's not much also. but who cares? and i have to concentrate and not be drifted away by these senseless problems. haha.
papa and boy are so lame. they've created their own game with a deck of poker cards and are playing with each other now. so lame. haha. i think papa is feeling much better now. i can see he is recovering from his eye infection cos he can open his eyes bigger now. haha. and i think he's feeling very worried cos he hadn't been working for quite a few days and that will mean lesser income and maybe a negative income. cos he have to pay the rental everyday regardless of whether he is working or not. i think he should change a job and he thinks so too. but he's not looking for one. just flip the newspaper la!
had flu on wednesday. i think i caught it from sihui. but i'm alright now. i can't find a decent place to study at home and i'm always easily tempted by the television and the refrigerator. keep going in and out of the kitchen to look for food just so that i can get away from the work. so on friday, i tried studying in school or rather completing my homework in school. but i did it very slowly cos i was quite annoyed by the noise cause by the unifrom groups and the band. plus it's quite scary to work alone in the classroom. so i'm trying to find someone that is willing to stayback with me in school to study together. but i still don't dare to pop the question to ask people cos i have the mindset that they will reject me and think that i'm weird. -sigh- i don't know what to do and i'm very worried that i won't be able to complete my studies. i wanted to do a timetable but i don't know how to start one. gosh, i'm so dead!
i still miss the cousins now and then. just wish that we could gather and let time stop there. but i know it's impossible.
i think i gtg now. can't spend so much time here right? haha. ok bye!
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