can't stop eating

selection of schools

dear faeriefable

this is my 100th post!!! woohoo!!! didn't expect to hit the 100 mark actually... haha. thought i would quit halfway in this blog cos i normally don't use the computer that much. thus i thought i would most likely abandon this blog or something. haha. well, i'm glad i didn't... haha.

ok. today or rather yesterday [cos it's 0402 in the morning now] woke up at around 0900 or 0930 in the morning and heard from my brother that he's going school to take his PSLE results later. so i was like: "why nobody tell me it's today?" evil people. luckily i woke up early today or else i won't get the chance to see ah boy's result slip. so ah boy got 229 for his PSLE and i'm quite happy for him although he can't make it to the school that i wanted him to go. sad but still happy. haha. i think my primary school has deproved quite alot. they've gone down from 280+ in my year to 271 this year!!! can you believe it? and i was quite shocked to see that most of the pupils in my primary school are like ah bengs and ah lians. from the way they talk, i was like: "what has happened to this school? is it because of the change of principals or what?" but who cares? i've left the school already. haha.

well, i've been pondering about my choices of schools for the PAE and i've submitted my entry already. i'm still worried that i can't get into the school that i wanted. my mind was like: "NYJC OR MJC? which should i put as my first choice?" in the end, i settled down with MJC science as my first choice and NYJC science as my second choice cos MJC is closer to my house than NYJC. i find that all the JCs do not have a convenient route from my house. it's like i have to take a feeder bus or a train to reach to that certain JC. moreover, most of them are not in the east. they're most likely to be in the west or the central region. just hacing the thought of taking so many buses to reach school and back home gives me a headache. i'm so not looking forward to this PAE thingy. argh!!!

although i've submitted my PAE entry, i still feel kind of unease about my entry. i feel that i've not thought about my choices seriously. it's like a decision that i've made rashly. think i'll probably change it tmr. shall think properly first. i was thinking about putting all science courses
but i was worried that i couldn't get a place in the JC that i want so i decided to put in the art courses as well [even though my humanities stinks like shit]. so this is my choice of schools:
MJC (S)
NYJC (S)
MJC (A)
NYJC (A)
SRJC (S)
SRJC (A)
TPJC (S)
TPJC (A)
SAJC (S)
ACJC (S)
AJC (S)
CJC (S)

i hope i didn't make the wrong choices. i was thinking of securing myself a place in the JC of my choice first then when the O'level results are released, i will definitely take the science course in the JC that i'm in. [but that depends on my results in O'level and whether i like JC life] actually, i was thinking of VJC as one of my top choices but i'm not confident that my O'level results can take in to VJC so i took that option out. i know MJC is quite a good school and many people wants to get into this school. but the retain rate is so high. i'm afraid i won't be able to pass my GP or even get promoted to the next level. thinking of going into a JC somehow creeps me out. i don't know what school i want to go or which route should i take that can bring me into a brighter future? i keep asking myself where i want to go but seriously, i don't know. mum can't give me proper advice. she's always telling me: "which school you like, just put it as your choice. you're the one studying what. you must like the school that you'll be studying what." HELLO!!! i know that. but the problem is i don't know whether i should go for JC or poly. and i'm such an indecisive person. i can't make decisions myself. obviously, i need help from you so i ask you for help right? and you tell me this!!! i don't know what to do. just hope that i get into my first choice... haix...

ok. i'm quite confirm that only cindy's family and my family is going to genting and nobody else... i really hate pigney!!! what's her problem? such a happy family outing and she has to ruin it by not letting jet to go!!! i think she's short of cash or something. i knew this kind of things would happen. anyway, amy and joanne are not going too. they've got exams and projects to rush and they don't have time!!! so much for being in a polytechnic!!! argh!!! why must they have schools when we have holidays!!! it just ruins that whole thing!!! argh!!! now i don't even feel like going to genting anymore but i can't cos mum specially went to make a passport for me for this trip so i can't back out!!! argh!!!

to make it up for the genting trip, amy and joanne is free on sunday to go K-boxing. but JET HAN has to go filming so he can't make it. and i think ah xiang has to entertain his aussie guest so he can't make it too. and most probably, teng doesn't want to go K-boxing cos she finds that place indecent. [is she nuts or what?] and so she's probably not going. so that leaves me, cindy, amy and joanne. i don't know whether malcolm kor kor can make it but let's just leave him out in case i'll get disappointed when more people cannot come. argh!!! it's always like that!!! when can we get a decent cousin outing with all the cousins in it!!! huh!! when!!! so there's only 4 people going. i can't see or feel any fun in this outing. it's getting duller duller each time!!! I WANT A DECENT COUSIN OUTING AND YOU GUYS ORGANISE IT!!! i don't want to organise anymore!!! it makes me feel stupid to get rejected each time... argh!!!

i've got lots of mosquitoe bites lately and i can't stand the itch until i scratch till it bleeds. i bet that it's going to leave scars on my skin. so sad. but it'll recover eventually. haha. can the mosquitoes stop biting me? i think it's because i've changed another body wash and i think the smell attract the mosquitoes. maybe i should change it but that will have to wait till i finished that bottle of body wash!!! argh!!!

kk i think it's getting late or rather early [0450 now]. so i gtg now. will update about prom next time. or maybe i won't be updating since there's nothing much about it. we shall see. haha. kk. gtg now. bye!!!

posted by Jos @ 12:07 PM