Friday, April 13, 2007

adaptation to busy MJC life

dear faeriefable

it's been quite some time since the previous entry. well, it's a busy week and i'm still trying to cope with it. but i'm hopeful that i'll be able to adapt. school's been ending pretty late and when it ends early, i'll just be wasting time slacking away. i should really change my bad habits. i should be serious about school now. somehow or rather, i still thinks that school is all fun and play like how it used to be during the PAE period. the starting of MJC life has been great but now, when it comes to the middle of the MJC life, things are getting more complexed than what i think was. more competition and more pressure. i'll just have to try my best and give my best! gambate!

i've finished watching "beautiful life" last weekend and i can't help falling in love with takuya kimura! his charm is just irresistable! oh man! i'm going all japanese all of a sudden! now i feel like learning japanese so that i can understand what he says in the show without reading the subtitles. he's just too handsome and cute! i can't stop thinking about him and can't stop looking at his photo! haha.

oh! my want-to-cut-hair feeling is coming back again! i think it's because of "beautiful life". i want to have a bob haircut but i know it'll definately not suit me. but no harm trying right? it's just the matter of fact whether it will look nice or not. haha. i'll just remain ugly all my life. i mean "ugly is the new beautiful" right now, right? haha. I WANT A MODERN BOB HAIRCUT!!!

wushu competition was on wednesday and i went to support MJC! haha. it's was so cool! i'm starting to like wushu! i know i have to be flexible and all but i'm determined to master it! haha. i want to show off my stunts to jet once i master them! haha. then i'll be able to challenge jet! tae kwon do VS wushu! this will be super duper interesting! haha. i've also made some new friends from wushu! they're nice people but sometimes i find it hard to communicate with them especially *****. i don't wish to offend her. maybe she's just being too direct. i mean sometimes her words are quite nasty to swallow. it's like she've never considered someone's feelings before she says them out. -sigh- i'll just have to bear with her. boohoo! haha.

i'm still having problems with NRP. i can't find a weekday time slot to meet the professor and my project partner. i feel so bad abandoning my partner yesterday. i was supposed to meet the professor and him for our very first meeting. but mrs lim just have to add an extra lesson after chemistry practical to go through our tutorials! argh! so in the end, school ended at 5.05pm, which is uber late! i knew i couldn't make it in time for the meeting at NTU so i called my project partner to ask whether i'm still needed there. got a disappointing "no" from him. so i ended up not going to NTU to start on the project. i'm pretty afraid that the professor will be pissed with me for all the absent meetings. man! i didn't mean for it to happen! i'll just have to find my way out this time! AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!
i got the workscope from the professor already. so i guess it's the start of research and hardwork now. there's still PW which, i know, will be killer. i've got a feeling that i'll have to redo it all over again. -sigh- just accept it, jo! you can do it! haha. (that was so spiritless!) I'M GOING TO SURVIVE IT ALL AND BE THE ULTIMATE SURVIVOR!!! GO GO GO, JO!!!

i've got lots of homework to clear during the weekends. gtg now! bye! ciao! sayonara! haha!

0 Comments:

Post a Comment

<< Home