Cherish

i just found out something. and it kind of feels saddening. it's that whenever i go online, i got no websites to go to. no one to talk to. and no where to go to. i don't even know why i use the net even. it kind of feels weird knowing that you are lost and have no where to go.

just view my hotmail account, and saw the e-card that may send to me. it's nice. really touches my heart and be inspired. i'm now listening to some music. just music, no songs. no one singing just music alone itself. it's all sad. all sad. i'm sad listening to them. haha. feels so awkward now. haha.

i'm kind of addicted to the song "Cherish" by Ai Otsuka. it's nice. but the music video scares me a little. haha. "cherish" this word, really is meaningful. makes me have lots of flashbacks. haha. makes me feel that i'm always taking things for granted and not thinking about others before i do something. that's so selfish of me. i'll reflect on that. i'll be careful of what i do and try not to do anything that will hurt one's feelings. just like what i did in my previous post. i guess i hurt amy's and joanne's feelings for writing all the crap in my previous post. i'm sorry. i take back what i wrote.

i've been looking at what joyce was doing just now. she was cutting some magazines and they look nice. i'm attracted to bring colours i guess. i really love looking at pictures that have nice sceneries. it's really calming and peaceful looking at them. haha. suddenly i feel that i've grown more mature than i think am. suddenly i think i'm wiser. and suddenly i feel that i've lost the noisy me, the fun me and the dumb me. haha. i'll find it later. i somehow i like the calm and peaceful me now for a little while only. or i'll feel that i'm getting older. haha.

guess i'll end this entry with the lyrics of "Cherish"... gtg now folks. bye...

Cherish

Lyrics: Ai Music: Ai

Itsukara ka suteki na koto wa
Hitsuzen youshite dokoka wo ushinatta
Kokoro no tsunagari ni obiete
Karada de ume youtoshita
Fuan wo gomakashita
Sonna mainichi no naka de
Anata wa mou atashi no
Kokoro no naka ni ita

*Moshimo futari fukaku omoete
Itsuka koko de toki wo oetemo
Zutto atashi anata wo aishite
Te wo nobashiteru to omoeta no

Aijou wa nante kowai mono
Dakara nigetari motomeru
Otona datoka kodomo datoka
Nou kankei nai yo

Marude hatsukoi mitai
Unmei dato omoeru kurai
Daki aeba kanjiru
Kore hodo ni nai yume goro

Moshimo futari deae nakereba
Konna fuu ni warae nakatta
Kotoshi ichiban shiawase na no wa
Anata no soba ni ireta koto

*Repeat

posted by Jos @ 1:44 AM