superheros
dear faeriefableFINALLY! the mid years are over! finally, i could take a breather and rest well. i know i totally screwed up all the exams and did complete a single one of them, especially chemistry. i'm really going to expect the teachers to call my parents up to meet them to have a talk about my attitude towards studies. i'm just a total screw up. i'm going to fail all of my subjects. i just know i will. it's so depressing knowing that you don't have time management, knowing that you always can't complete any single one of your exams within the time limit and knowing that because of that, you're going to fail all of them. i'm so disappointed in myself.
Jet's been working really hard lately. He has a goal. And i want him to achieve that goal. I want to work hard with him. I want to be like him - to work towards your goal and not give up. i feel so proud of him. His determination, seriousness towards schoolwork and consistency somehow made him a role model for me. i want to be like that. i want to be someone who take work serious and doesn't procrastinate. i want to be someone who is able to manage time and complete every single one of her tasks with quality within the time limit. i'm looking for perfection although i know there's no such thing as perfect. but i want to be someone who i want to be. i want to seek the other side of myself. the more capable part of me. i want to...
well, thursday was the last day of MYE for my class and many others. chinese paper was the last paper. and i took the exam in the hall which had air con! haha. comfortable environment, eh? haha. after the paper, the gang (basically me, regina, rachel, yuheng, moses and shuli) went home to bathe and get a change of clothes to catch a movie at cathay main building. we intended to meet at 1pm but time wasn't enough, so shuli and moses met at 1.30pm (i think?), regina at 1.50pm (if i'm not wrong?) and me at 1.58pm. i was not the latest! rachel and yuheng, the bucouple, were the latest! and who said want to meet at 1pm! haha.
anyway, we went to cathay main building to decide on the movie and the majority wanted to watch Transformers, although i objected to it and wanted to watch fantastic four which the others have watched already. And yes, majority wins. so we bought Transformer (Digital) movie tickets and went off to Plaza Singapura to have lunch, followed by arcade and back to the cathay main building to buy snacks for the movie. After that, we went into the cinema and i was so amazed by the enormous space and grand like ambiance. It was as if it was meant for the royalties. yes, it's a little exaggerating here but you get my point. haha. The movie was totally awesome and way way way cool! it totally changed my views about it! i thought it was going to be some boring show because the advert was so boring on TVs. It's way cool and i recommend it to everyone to go and watch it! haha. for more details about the movie outing, go to rachel's blog www.splattered-black.blogspot.com . It comes with pictures so it aids in reading. haha.
i'm so into superheros now. teen titans, incredibles, teenage mutant ninja turtles, transformer (?) etc. i'm having lots of ideas on class tee and wushu tee but the problem is i can't get the idea out from my mind and on paper because i can't draw well. i attempted to use the com to draw but it failed terribly because i don't have the appropriate software. man! this feel so horrible! i've shared my design idea to auntie and spiddey just now and they like it! i feel so glad! haha. if only i can get it done on paper then it would be perfect. sadly, i don't have the talent. i really need guidance on designing. argh!
i should be sleeping now. There's CIP tmr at orchard and it starts at 8am. i'm suppose to meet with the rest at 7.30am and i still haven't catch any sleep when it is 4.20am now. i'm so dead!!! haha. well, i guess this is all for now. gtg now! bye!
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